I've grown into a woman who

can no longer have sex

for selfish reason,

the double ego rub down

cheesy jalepeno orgasm deluxe meal.

 

For so long I felt like that was a point of strength

for the modern woman.

To taking back the stigma

Girls aren't the ones losing something

& boys aren't winning 

legs have been spread.

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I conducted research:

Study of the Cock, Balls, and Soul

I regret nothing

But my findings lead me to the following conclusions:

Fail to reject the null hypothesis-

both stigmas are incorrect.

Teaching girls that they lose t

heir virginity and dignity

disempowers from making decisions.

Teaching girls to fuck their ways across the world

disempowers the sacred intention of sex.

Accepted hypothesis:

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Its about worship.

 

I am a manifestation of God

You are a manifestiation of God

And we are having breakfast

Hand feeding eachother spoonfuls of god

This is scared

This is oneness

This is ego-neck snapping

And I am fully acting on spirit and love

And you are fully acting in spirit and love.

Anything less than that

feels disingenuous.

Feels like I'm closing up rather than blooming.

That's not what love making should feel like.

And we don't have to get hitched

We don't have to be committed

I could have just met you

on a park bench

and cannonballed off the dock

into your soul

on a hot July day.

So long as I am loving you

from my heart space,

worshiping your sacred grounds

and know that you are doing the same-

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     And trust me- you cant fake that shit

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Then we share that

sacred ceremony together

And maybe I'll never see you again

But we prayed and worshiped together.

And that's pretty far out.